Never Regret...

..If it's good , It's Wonderful. If it's bad , it's Experience.


So the countdown to moving is still winding down and as it does my anxiety is Through the ROOF.
No matter how many times I change locations in life , be it far or near to my family . Be it closer to where I want to be or further from where I feel is not healthy for me. No matter how many houses, apartments, condos I move in and out of...I never feel competent in the actual act of MOVING.  Packing in itself is enough to drive my anxiety disorder into each and every box... should I box by room? By Use? By Donation? By What If? By color? I mean really there are too many options for my Gemini Brain to hold.

At this point my packing and the overwhelming anxiety of it all has put me into the cycle of...

Grab a box with absolute resolution I CAN DO THIS...

...aproach my target and stare at the amount of items to be packed. Brain takes over and....

Fuck this...Imma kittah...

I will get all done, I always do. And it will make me better for it all. Just need to be sure to keep up on those Lorazopam's and take it one lil box at a time right?

xXx
Lexy